Oh well....

   Here I am, on the verge of getting kicked out of a project I wrote and conceived.... Mind you, I understand the reason: I am not mature enough as an interpret yet for this kind of subject. I had hoped that by the time we'd get this show on stage, I would be readier and have enough experience to back up my acting... but it's still not the cas, and though the decision has not been taken yet, I have to prepare myself to this eventuality... Maybe a miracle, a breach of my walls, a surge of instinct, will take place and prevent it... But maybe not...

    I must say this is hard to deal with right now, since this project was supposed to be my nights and days for the next 6 months... and since we've been working on it for 2 years... Besides, I feel like if I'm not able to overcome my limitations now, I will probably never be able to, as a performing artist anyway...

Not to mention that I got this news on my bday....

    So I'm a bit under the weather right now...







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